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October 4, 2009

What is it...

Posted by Faz

You know... Billions, gazilions and katrilions of people have been writing about what love is and all.. with their websites they go to... and tell their stories and what they have been through and everything.. just makes me want to live every each and one of them.. to feel what they all felt.. to get the experience of that certain moment where they just couldnt believe what they were feeling.. if everybody can re-live each and every one of those experiences that others have went through personally.. then everybody will know the true meaning of love... i mean it just came to me.. after reading a close friend's blog.. sure its nice to read how couples first met each other, went out together.. but wouldn't it be much more better to live them? like you get to have a fair share of how their senses tingled or how that person caught thier eye...

it's what we all would like to experience.. well some may disagree on this and i wouldnt blame you for that.. but yeah.. some people would want to have that true love..

Where they wouldnt have to worry about who, how, what they are doing and where.

Its a challange, adventure, and life long experiment. there are some people who have experienced it and are to afraid to believe in it again, to trust, to give, to love that one and only human being that you chose to be with.. i dont care if im not making anysense at the moment, but care about this... whatever you do, no matter how you want to do it, just remember this.. your life can just pass the years as if it were days.. love the person your with, care for them, and if you truely love them DON'T EVER let them go that easy without a fight. If you do.. i'm gona run yo uover with my car! hahahahaha..

PEACE OUT people.. and for whatever it is.. i just want to say selamat hari raya and uhmm maa'f zahir dan batin.. forgive me of all my wrong doings.. and may god bless you? hahaha

July 18, 2009

Is this a Continium.....

Posted by Faz

It's something that I wished
I havn't done.
It would kill me to have let you
be just one
to not have what it takes
to feel this way
but to embrace what you are and to
not fell astray,

As I knew how this would go
oh how I wish it wasn't so.
Being apart pushes us away
how can I not feel this way,

from the start I made a promise
to myself and easy to this only soul
And as I stand, I wonder
should I keep standing alone?
not knowing how to accept being so prone
open; closed and half way shut
just to experience which I should do
should I try to keep safe and care for,
as I have always done.
But to me that is not so easy
as said then done.

I try not to get knocked down
as what you have given me
It's proven difficult to stand aground
Alot has changed me.
I want to say you have changed me
but It would be a lie.

Sometimes.. it comes around
When it does..
It will surely bring you down
try not to fight it...
just get back up when it knocks you down.



July 12, 2009

it's out there.. hahaha

Posted by Faz

well your all probably wondering where the EFF-ing hell i've been eh? well i just dont have time to do anything on my blog these days so i just decided (out of my bordism time being awake) to 'blog' hahaha.. apakan... oh well.. anyways.. the recentness that has happened.. well.. lets see.. i got into PRS.. which is great.. coz its time for a change.. a big change.. instead of looking up to people.. i should be a role model to those who need guidence hahahah... yeahh.. i guess.. i dunno what i can do, but who knows what i can do.. get what i mean?.. so yeah.. been quite active these days.. doing alot of stuff.. its a good thing.. id rather do volunter work and get recognition through paper haha.. antah ih my mind is all over the place..

so the house is getting renovated... and its soo noisy in the morning.. they act as my alarm clock quite annoying though, so ive devised this thing on my phone... i set my alarm to 5:30am.. and it will play a song sorta like that thing in craig david's music video 7 days? you guys seen that before? ahh well so yeah once the clock on my phone hits 5:30 it will automatically play this song and guess what that song is? hahaha.. boom boom pow by the Black Eyed Peas.. hahaha its awesome.. so yeah i set that as the song to my alarm clock coz it sounds so much better then the sounds of drilling and hammering walls... so THANKS TO TECHNOLOGY! i get to sleep hahaha...

ahhh recently ive changed the layout of my blog... thought it was interesting so i decided to go with the iphone layout.. counldnt find a better one.. so i hope this one will last hahaa.. or if i find a better one.. i'll change it straight away.. hmmm okey then.. mee gots to go and eat lunch wid sum friends.. so happy lazy day today... be good now people.. FEE! where are you?

May 6, 2009

Optimum...

Posted by Faz



wow.. its late. hahaha should be going to bed and snoring like a freaking hound... but i just got back from an outing so yeah.. hehe.. today! marks a very memorable day.. apakan. hehe.. so yeah.. i signed up for this battle of the guitars at school last week.. and my performance was today at school.. it was omg.. so nerve wrecking, i couldnt believe that i had the 'cajones' to play infront of a full crowd at the ampitheatre.. i was bleagh.. messed up on alot of bits but i think i did well to please the crowd.. it was.. well a great acheivment for meee to play infront a huge crowd.. so kudos to my self and to the friends that made me do this.. i was really proud of myself...

April 30, 2009

Been so long...

Posted by Faz

wello wello.... yeah.. its been ages since i've posted something on my blog hahaha... thats just because i had nothing to talk about.. or i was just hmm maybe bit lazy to type things up.. haha but then i realised.. wow.. its been ages since ive typed up anything on this.. so yeah.. my bad for being on hiatus for so long.. and not giving you peeps anything to read.. well.. not saying that whatever i have to say is interesting but HEY.. who knows...

so today... it was such an unexpected day.. SCHOOL!.. was so nervous about the listing of the 09/10 PRS members... haha but HEY i made it.. i was the 44th on the list.. out of 55.. thats like damn.. what an acheivment for me.. its about time i've acheived(however you spell that!) something positive in my life.. i'll take it as a 'hard slap in the face to wake up and be realistic' and i dunno be happy hahaha!.. i just want to thank my friends so supporting me and all.. couldnt have been confident without you peeps being around.. and to the new juniors that are so pacah hahaha yeahhh... so... so far its been a good year.. why? well..

----> I thought repeating lower six would be SH*T and embaressing.. but hey.. it turned out to be alright.. but other people have different points of view but im fine with it.. made me realize what i was like last year.. so stubborn and careless... so dissapointed of myself lah...
----> F***! (self censorship) hahaha THERE I said it!... shes my one and only.. miss her so much.. shes the one that has been holding me together maynnn.. seriously.. without her... i couldnt have gone through alot of things by myself.. its always been waking up in the morning with the thought of her in my head.. wondering if shes awake or not.. its abit difficult since it s hard to communicate with her... technology wise hahaha... so yeah! muahahaha...
----> subjects and teachers!.. yeah ive probably got the most HOD'S as my teachers.. sighhh... its such a difficult thing to be under off maynn but hey! at least im learning off people who have many years of experience...

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yeap thats my bored face.. literally hahha... BAH me go to bed now.. i know i havnt finnished what i want to say but yeah.. when the bed calls.. i have to answer! lol LATERS PEEPS..

March 3, 2009
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January 26, 2009
Posted by Faz


well i couldnt have gotten a better picture.. but i need a vote on this one peeps.. leave comments hahaha i'll try to get a better pic AIITE!!... its a pendant and its white gold with .05-1K diamonds.... PLEASE.. please please tell me what you all think...